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I don't think that's going to work...
Anywho...Man...i havn't been online in a while obviously to write, and i'm sorry, lol..
I guess...
Man I graduate this weekend...and to be honest, i'm really really scared about it, Saturday morning, if they don't call your name, your pretty much not graduating, and i'ma shit in my pants, literally if they don't call my name, and it'll just be terrible!!!! ahhh i gotta stop thinking about it!
Honestly just thinking about it, makes my stomach do funny things ((The kinda thing where your taking this really big test, and you don't know what the hell your doing, and your stomach just starts growling, and rumbling, and doing all these flip flops with all your insides!!!))
Sigh** Ima try not to worry about it! cause i could go insane worrying about it, and im already past halfway to insane anywho im really like blabbering right now cause i have no clue what to say
I have been tanning, and my tummy got sunburned, and it hurted cause well nvm i don need to go into detail. My cat's meowing and i have no clue why Linkin is getting so fat, and he's a mean little shit, but i love him just the same!! hehe
I saw my highschool crush yesterday, that was like a slap in the face, which stung...
I dunno....so many things are going through my head at once, this is worse than finding out your failing and can't march, having to wait, and wait...and wait....ughh it's driving me insane, seriously, and that's the only other word i can use....for now...Everything basically feels like a big movie right now, and im pleading to know every line, it's crazy !!!! It's a crazy feeling to know or to think your life's just ending, but in all reality it's just begining!! AHHHH FUCK MANNN ok i feel alil better, lol. Not as much as id' like to feel better, but ya know! Damnittttt
Im'a go pull some hair out now...bye!!!
-Mel
"I just want you to know who i am.."