Jul 18, 2004 23:29
Sick and tired of this world
There's no more air
Tripping over myself, going nowhere
Waiting, suffocating, no direction
I took a dive and
I dont get it.... and then it hit me.. all this time i have tried so hard only to fail. i gave up friends that love me i gave up passions i cared about.. i gave up myself to make my parents happy. i gave i i mean i jsut dont get it everything i ever do is wrong. nothing i do is right even when i try. i still fall on my face. its like.. im doing everything right.. but im making everyone happy. execpt myself. its like i am better than i have been in 3 years... and the saddest i've been. i feel really alone.. and no one fucking understnads i dont care you dont fucking get it. you dont fucking know. so stop pretending you do becuase i dont give a shit never have and i never will... life cant get much worse god.. so please make something better..