Long overdue.
hey guys. I havn't updated in a while. summer is ALMOST here for most of my good friends it's already started. lucky for u guys! haha. everything has been good. i'm starting to get sorta stressesd out with the moving thing. I guess I made the desicion so quick about leaving and switching schools thinking it would be better and that anything is better than westbloomfield. that i didnt realize i would acutaly miss some things and some people. i guess i was running away from my past. not was, i am. even though , when i think about that it sounds dumb because your past follows you where ever you are, and unless i make a point to show it or talk about it people probably wont be As judgmental as i thought. or think. but some people will beand thats okay.just a few things.. Tawny, josh B, Krista, Lisa , Emily, Maya, Danielle, and Amanda. thank you so much for making sophmore year bareable. lunch time is always eventful. Tawny, thank you for liking me . i know that sounds wierd but i know you never used to, and i am really glad we got so close between freshmen and sophmore year. we BETTER hang out this summer. Josh you are her boyfriend / funniest person ever so u know i have mad love for u. . . STOP stressing about Chase and makki sTewArT already wants to rip her headdress and burn it. ( i love him 2 ) krista and Emily. You guys are so nice and fun i <3 u 2! i really hope you two work everything out, and I know its none of my bussiness but part of being a bestfriend, is execpting that sometimes they change and they have feelings that you might not like and you might not agree with, but you love them anyway because you know that in the end, when everyone else is gone, they will still be stanidng next to you. LISA = my bestest bio buddy ever. I just adore you. thank you for being there for me this year. i really aprecaite it alot. amanda I loveeee u. and ADAM P,S u still gota tell me that something Cough* cough im really glad we finaly became better friends this year. maya and danielle= amazing enough said. anyway for the most part i think i really changed this year. and defenitly for the better. even though i am and i cant belive im saying this actualy sad about leaving. im not going that far. and there is still all summer to see everyone before EVERYTHING changes. and as for everyone who i used to be friends with , talked about or hurt i'm really sorry. and i truly mean that. i know i am not the most liked person ever, but im not the worse person ither. its hard to fix everything you ever say or do and i know i talk alot and can be hard to bare with in calss sometimes.. ok alot but i really do try, and i really think i am growing up. i feel that this year i have done a much better job at becoming the person i want to be. and i am really lucky to have my close friends out of school there for me 2. Marni , sammi, josh, stewart and once in a while if i can find him brad R. you guys are amazing and without you i duno where i wud be. ( still in the parking lot of forest drenched in water and covered in marshmellow perhaps?_) so going into my last week at westbloomfield, ever. i find myself scared. because i am closing a huge part of my life and opening this big new door. and i never thought i would be as sad and nervous as i have felt this past week. but you never know until you try. and if you dont take chances sometimes, you end up regerting it. and this is one, i have to take.
i hope everyone does well on there finals and good luck :)
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later days W.B
Melissa <3