i miss those baby blues <3

[mel_o_drama]

k so like for the record...
its over and ive come to understand that
so why does he still act like such a child
hes so friggin mean n nasty
i hurt him yes ok weve been over that
i fucked up and so ill have to live with that regret the rest of my life
and i do feel like shit and i wish i could take that pain away for him
but im not gonna sit around n let it fuck up the rest of my life
im out havin fun n if that bothers him well im sorry
believe me id rather b having fun with him but this was his choice 2 call it quits not mine
other couples have made it work y couldnt we??
but hey i mean if nick and jessica couldnt do it who can
and we all thought they were so in love
all i can say is i really hope he finds sumone who can treat him the way he deserves to b treated
she'll never truly love him the way i did
iv never loved sumone so deeply
but u cant sit around forever wondering what mite have been ya no
n heres a secret... i still hurt too...
everytime i hear all the songs we shared
everytime i smell gap cologne
everytime i see a maroon ford contour
everytime i come across old pictures
everytime sumone asks how hes doing
as 2pac once said
what doesnt kill you will only make u stronger