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This will be the most random journal I've done in a long time.
I am sick. I haven't been sick for quite a long time. I am known as the girl who doesn't get sick, but here I am sick!!!!!!!
Yesterday, seeing Christian made my day, tho it was quite embarrassing that he actually saw me put the note on his car! haha..ooops!
He's so damn cute.
It's raining during summer, and it's cold.
Nina won't return my cute clothes!!!!!!!!!!!! I want them back.
I haven't watched Dawson's Creek lately. I'm waiting for Olivia to send my discs.
I heard it is super hot in Sunny Cali. THE WAY SUMMER IS SUPPOSED TO BE. What the heck is wrong with washington???!!! haaha...
I miss having a guy friend to talk to about anything everything and nothing at the same time. It seems as if all my guy best friends are hooked up now and can't have a girl best friend anymore. :(
Jen makes me happy when she calls me at 3 o cock in the morning :).
Nina makes me happy with her texts!
Haven't talked to Michele lately....I wonder how she's doing.
I talked to Chris Cheng today, he's fun to talk to. It's funny cuz before he called I had a dream about the group: Nina and Chris cuddled, Brian was running away from me and was out of breath, Randy called me. Strange, but funny dream.
I want to watch the sun rise again. But I realize I can't just put a date to it and try to stay up. It just happens unexpectedly. Brian and I were supposed to watch the sunrise and have sex (jk) but that didn't fall through, so Nina and I were gonna do it, but fell asleep. I think I want to watch the sun rise with the guy I like and likes me back, and not know that we're going to stay up all day... just like how it was like last time...perfect.
9 more months if everything goes as planned :)
The one person who gets me most is so busy and prbly doesn't have a clue what's up these days...:(
Diamond Bar High School deaths 2004: Bryant Acuesta- Class of 2000, Marvin Washington- Class of 2001, Joshua Virola- Class of 2002, Christina Oh Class of 2003, Jimmy Yang- Class of 2004....4/5 of these deaths were this summer. 4/5 of these deaths were caused by a car accident....This makes me super sad. :(
I feel paralyzed. My back hurts. My throat hurts.
6 months until spring break and my best friends are coming over! :)
I've been listening to great new music lately :).
I read their xangas. It doesnt kill me anymore. I don't get sad that he chose her over me. The pain is still there, and probably will always be, but it's not something I dwell on and cry about. The way they talk about each other, you can totally tell they're so into each other. And I'm happy that when we ended it, he chose a girl he is probably now in love with, and not just a girl he randomly dated and ended. so i am happy for them, because if you look at their xangas, they are pretty darned cute.
i like people who keep their word...esp. the tiniest...
i get scared of so many things at night....pretty sad huh?
even tho i had a bad drunk experience the other week and swore no more alcohol til 21...i'm kinda feelin in the need to...that's how sad i am...
i don't know all the reasons why i'm sad.
i'm glad i got sick today because i downloaded some great porn! jk, i downloaded fun music.
i hope i'm not sick tomorrow so i can see him :)
i just want school to start so it can end. haha.
My birthday is coming up and it's making me more depressed than happy. It's going to be a lonely birthday.
i'm lazy, and so unproductive...the way summer should be. :)
...summer is officially over. :( bye summer 04.
i'll prbly be more random later...maybe.
I am sick. I haven't been sick for quite a long time. I am known as the girl who doesn't get sick, but here I am sick!!!!!!!
Yesterday, seeing Christian made my day, tho it was quite embarrassing that he actually saw me put the note on his car! haha..ooops!
He's so damn cute.
It's raining during summer, and it's cold.
Nina won't return my cute clothes!!!!!!!!!!!! I want them back.
I haven't watched Dawson's Creek lately. I'm waiting for Olivia to send my discs.
I heard it is super hot in Sunny Cali. THE WAY SUMMER IS SUPPOSED TO BE. What the heck is wrong with washington???!!! haaha...
I miss having a guy friend to talk to about anything everything and nothing at the same time. It seems as if all my guy best friends are hooked up now and can't have a girl best friend anymore. :(
Jen makes me happy when she calls me at 3 o cock in the morning :).
Nina makes me happy with her texts!
Haven't talked to Michele lately....I wonder how she's doing.
I talked to Chris Cheng today, he's fun to talk to. It's funny cuz before he called I had a dream about the group: Nina and Chris cuddled, Brian was running away from me and was out of breath, Randy called me. Strange, but funny dream.
I want to watch the sun rise again. But I realize I can't just put a date to it and try to stay up. It just happens unexpectedly. Brian and I were supposed to watch the sunrise and have sex (jk) but that didn't fall through, so Nina and I were gonna do it, but fell asleep. I think I want to watch the sun rise with the guy I like and likes me back, and not know that we're going to stay up all day... just like how it was like last time...perfect.
9 more months if everything goes as planned :)
The one person who gets me most is so busy and prbly doesn't have a clue what's up these days...:(
Diamond Bar High School deaths 2004: Bryant Acuesta- Class of 2000, Marvin Washington- Class of 2001, Joshua Virola- Class of 2002, Christina Oh Class of 2003, Jimmy Yang- Class of 2004....4/5 of these deaths were this summer. 4/5 of these deaths were caused by a car accident....This makes me super sad. :(
I feel paralyzed. My back hurts. My throat hurts.
6 months until spring break and my best friends are coming over! :)
I've been listening to great new music lately :).
I read their xangas. It doesnt kill me anymore. I don't get sad that he chose her over me. The pain is still there, and probably will always be, but it's not something I dwell on and cry about. The way they talk about each other, you can totally tell they're so into each other. And I'm happy that when we ended it, he chose a girl he is probably now in love with, and not just a girl he randomly dated and ended. so i am happy for them, because if you look at their xangas, they are pretty darned cute.
i like people who keep their word...esp. the tiniest...
i get scared of so many things at night....pretty sad huh?
even tho i had a bad drunk experience the other week and swore no more alcohol til 21...i'm kinda feelin in the need to...that's how sad i am...
i don't know all the reasons why i'm sad.
i'm glad i got sick today because i downloaded some great porn! jk, i downloaded fun music.
i hope i'm not sick tomorrow so i can see him :)
i just want school to start so it can end. haha.
My birthday is coming up and it's making me more depressed than happy. It's going to be a lonely birthday.
i'm lazy, and so unproductive...the way summer should be. :)
...summer is officially over. :( bye summer 04.
i'll prbly be more random later...maybe.