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Tap on my window, knock on my door...i, want to make you feel beautiful
beautiful words to one of the most beautiful songs i know. i can only hope someday a guy would want to make me feel this way...so nice gosh.
Anyways, Luc called. She said she's gonna go to Vegas on Monday and if i go we're going straight to Washington and they won't bring me back to Cali anymore cuz i have to work again! sad huh! haha... but the one thing i do miss in Washington...is...la la la...hmmm...i wonder whooo =) I really can't stop thinking about him. I look back and think about the very first time I saw him, and then the very first time he smiled at me =) and the very first time we finally met. matthew took my breath away, but this guy...he sure makes me tounge tied!
Kay no more of that! But i do want to say, i really miss one of my really good friends. We don't talk or hang out as much as we used to. We used to be practically like best friends. It was weird not hanging out for a whole 24 hours in which now i'm surprised to even talk to him. i gues its expected...it always happens to me...effin sux! but watever, i learned not to get attached as much anymore because i always end up getting hurt...
Everyday I'm learning something new about my friends and I;m realy thankful for that. I love my aerea girls so much. Maybe my "best" guy friends were never really my best friends, maybe more as my "closest" guy friend at the moment. Cuz what I learned most from my aerea girls is that your best friends...they never leave you...no matter what, and when things get bad, they don't abandon you or act too busy...they'll always be there for you, and when you make your mistakes and do stupid things, they'll help you and not mock you.
=)
beautiful words to one of the most beautiful songs i know. i can only hope someday a guy would want to make me feel this way...so nice gosh.
Anyways, Luc called. She said she's gonna go to Vegas on Monday and if i go we're going straight to Washington and they won't bring me back to Cali anymore cuz i have to work again! sad huh! haha... but the one thing i do miss in Washington...is...la la la...hmmm...i wonder whooo =) I really can't stop thinking about him. I look back and think about the very first time I saw him, and then the very first time he smiled at me =) and the very first time we finally met. matthew took my breath away, but this guy...he sure makes me tounge tied!
Kay no more of that! But i do want to say, i really miss one of my really good friends. We don't talk or hang out as much as we used to. We used to be practically like best friends. It was weird not hanging out for a whole 24 hours in which now i'm surprised to even talk to him. i gues its expected...it always happens to me...effin sux! but watever, i learned not to get attached as much anymore because i always end up getting hurt...
Everyday I'm learning something new about my friends and I;m realy thankful for that. I love my aerea girls so much. Maybe my "best" guy friends were never really my best friends, maybe more as my "closest" guy friend at the moment. Cuz what I learned most from my aerea girls is that your best friends...they never leave you...no matter what, and when things get bad, they don't abandon you or act too busy...they'll always be there for you, and when you make your mistakes and do stupid things, they'll help you and not mock you.
=)