Jan 20, 2005 11:01
it's the moment you realize you're not the same to them,
that kills you.
it's a circle that, when it bonds, you feel as though nothing can break it or take it away.
i didn't know that once you let go of something, even just a little, it can slip away and never really come back.
they say the greatest value in life is a friend, so where have all my values gone? and if i live a life with no values, then what is the meaning of it?
somewhere along the line, i must've messed up. and the time to fix it has passed me by. all i have left is what's left in the past, and no one cares to remember it,
but me.
this is sooo not about a boy. cause, boy dramas couldn't even compare. they never did.
who thought growing up, meant growing out of everything you knew.
i miss her deeply. i miss the way she laughed, the way she cared, the way she hoped. she was naive, but at least they loved her. they confided in her. they needed her. just like she needs them.
that girl was me.
(mind me.)