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Sep 28, 2009 15:22

So i was just browsing around looking at facebook...cause ya know not having a job causes you to do mindless things..like join farmville and harvest every four hours. Anyway. I was browsing and i see all these pictures of friends from high school and it really makes me sad. Everyone is off to college...some dont even know where i am because we haven't spoken in that long...but its something i have to let go of. i can't dwell on that.
It's great here..it really is. I just can't help but be home sick. And it's hard for me to find things to do to keep myself occupied. I don't have a vehicle at the moment because mine decided to blow up but thtas neither here nor there.
The apartment...or should i say house cause it's pretty much the size of an average jersey one story..is so nice. It's clean for one...there's food for two. But like i feel like im in a hotel. The bed is made of memory foam and the comforter is full of feathers and we have a bathroom attached to mine and Dan's room. Which is quite convenient for late night pee breaks. It's cool out and in the house. It's beautiful. But being who i am i had to have a mental breakdown the other night. But it's fine. Dan gets off work soon which will be nice.
On weekends his mom is off and we go yard saling and to swap meets. (swap meets=englishtown auction)and we go with uncle brooks who is one of the nicest giving people ever. And when Dan's home we go to Brooks' house to hang out with Cody and Noelle and Cassie...and whoever else is there. I'm the designated driver on certain nights. But i can't believe how nice everyone is. They WANT to know what you have to say and they LISTEN for your response..which hell is hard to find in your own family now a days. Me and Dan's mama go run errands a lot..and she doesn't pry like most mothers. She's just genuinely nice. Which is great. And we take turns cooking and stuff. It's super great. But i'm still homesick..which i gotta get over. The baby kicks to much...i feel like it's going to pop out my belly button. But in any event. Text me. I'm home all day. I could use something from anyone.
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