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I feel the need to vent, post...whaaaaatever :p
Bess has been down at school for the past few days....and this makes me vedy vedy happy :) When one has 4 study halls a day, its nice to be able to go and get online once in a while.
Basketball is starting...Monday. Some major mixed feelings going into this season. Fear and excitement being the main emotions. We're going to be very inexperienced this year. Like.....maaajorly. There is def some new talent though. I love basketball season, the overall atmosphere of it, the games, the boys games, christmas, tournament....I'm veeery excited for that. I'm afraid that Im going to be put in the postion of letting my team down again. I just dont know if I can do that. I don't know why, but since soccer, I've found myself not being as passionate about sports as I thought I was. Don't get me wrong I still like to play, I just dont know if my heart is in it like it used to be. Perhaps Im changing? Who knows. I was seriously thinking about not playing basketball, and I wasn't all that upset about it. I just...didnt know if I wanted to play. The only reason Im playing is bec its my last year, and I really dont want to regret not playing. Thats pretty much it.
I decided that Im entering the pre-dental program at UMO (pending my acceptance). Who knows if I'll actually become a dental hygienist. :)
My senior years is proving to be more of a learning experience then all of my other years at LCS combined. I'm slowly figuring out who I am and who other people are. Who I can count on, who I will let count on me.
Everything right now, is good. I've lost seeeven lbs :P You have no idea how pumped I was about that. I've been hanging out with my class, and Stacy :) Im not home all that much...but noone in my family really is. We're all hellla busy. Im very excited for thanksgiving, ugh, can't wait for stuffffing :)
5 months till my 18th. Getting written on :)
I feel the need to vent, post...whaaaaatever :p
Bess has been down at school for the past few days....and this makes me vedy vedy happy :) When one has 4 study halls a day, its nice to be able to go and get online once in a while.
Basketball is starting...Monday. Some major mixed feelings going into this season. Fear and excitement being the main emotions. We're going to be very inexperienced this year. Like.....maaajorly. There is def some new talent though. I love basketball season, the overall atmosphere of it, the games, the boys games, christmas, tournament....I'm veeery excited for that. I'm afraid that Im going to be put in the postion of letting my team down again. I just dont know if I can do that. I don't know why, but since soccer, I've found myself not being as passionate about sports as I thought I was. Don't get me wrong I still like to play, I just dont know if my heart is in it like it used to be. Perhaps Im changing? Who knows. I was seriously thinking about not playing basketball, and I wasn't all that upset about it. I just...didnt know if I wanted to play. The only reason Im playing is bec its my last year, and I really dont want to regret not playing. Thats pretty much it.
I decided that Im entering the pre-dental program at UMO (pending my acceptance). Who knows if I'll actually become a dental hygienist. :)
My senior years is proving to be more of a learning experience then all of my other years at LCS combined. I'm slowly figuring out who I am and who other people are. Who I can count on, who I will let count on me.
Everything right now, is good. I've lost seeeven lbs :P You have no idea how pumped I was about that. I've been hanging out with my class, and Stacy :) Im not home all that much...but noone in my family really is. We're all hellla busy. Im very excited for thanksgiving, ugh, can't wait for stuffffing :)
5 months till my 18th. Getting written on :)