Feb 03, 2008 07:37
I'm still with him for the moment, but I'm like milk. I have an expiration date (a little better than milk though, since mine's about 6 months out). I think he's being stupid. I think maybe if I give him time and space, he might figure it out.
I don't really understand. I don't ask for too much, someone who's good to me, who loves me and offers to take care of me (even if I DO end up fighting them off), someone who is preferably a gamer, but only in the fun sense, not so much with the mind games. I've got him. It's just that the timing is not right. It never is.
But what better place to get over a break-up than Vegas? Well, if I go. I haven't truly made that final decision yet.
So, here I sit, trying to figure out whether I should run on my expiration date and spend as much time with this person I love so much, or pack up what's left of my dignity and self-esteem (which should fit snugly in a shoebox) and go back to my own dorm, to pray he sees what we have and give him a chance to change his mind.
Do you make memories while you can, or go and pray he sees his mistake?