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ya know life is a weird thing... being on this backwards spit of a planet fer almost 24 years ive learned alot and had alot of different illbeit interesting encounters and friendships. soem have lasted... some have not... heh relationships have been all but uneventful in my life my longest one running maybe 2 months. love is a very fickle thing, and im not sure if i have truely ever been "in love" but theres a feeling im feeling right now that ive never had... is love at first sight real... or is it something people always wish they could have had but never found. i wish i had the ability to find out more as to what and how these feelings are but i will have to wait, see what happens, allow things to grow on their own... but yeah otherwise im fine pissed at werk and kinda just grrr, i cant wait fer mesa cruise i need it like mad.... soo yeah i guess ill end fer now.... but *sighs* i wish things would werk a lil more n teh better side, i need soemthing standard in my life eitehr a new better paying job... a mate... soething im just tired of the norm i guess, anyways *hugs and licks* ttyalls laters