May 25, 2006 07:54
how can you like someone so much....and yet totally hate them as well? i dont get it. which feeling is stronger? how can you tell?
are they a good person doing bad things? i tend to think that is what it is. i believe in the inherrent goodness in all people. i just think that some people make bad decisions based on what energies they decide to follow.
i just dont know how to distinguish between things i can deal with, and things i cant. i want to just say fuck it, but i care too much.
i think thats my problem in general. i care about people too much. i wish i could be unfeeling.
thats not true either. i like being able to identify with people. oh me, oh my, what shall i do.
i suppose only time will tell.
i hope i make the right decision in the end. not that this is the end of course.
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