an update for the ames

[mekelg]

so its 10:51pm on the night of 19th august, 2005. what is happening in michael's life at this point in time? not a great deal, i gotta tell u. i've decided i must be quite bi-polar.. i have periods of giddy highs, where the world is made of marshmallows and the only people who ever frown are upside down so its actually just another smile in disguise. then i have the periods of inexplicable depression - it doesn't even need to have a reason behind it.. although when it does, it gets pretty bad. case in point: the last few days of my life. i've come so horribly close to giving up on everything, on me, on the world in general, and way too many times to be healthy :-S

i need to escape, i'm so over this country.

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