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so i talked to akeh today ..and i swear...for someone who'd like to call himself my father he sur is an asshole. he kept talking about how his websit is great and blah blah blah.....by the way he is a manager for models...he says that he gets his model countless jobs, and everything is going great for him and his models and the money is just pouring in!! but i didnt say anything..i wanted him to think that i didnt give a shit about his stupid models and the jobs he gets them..i kept thinking about that time he told me i was better off just being behind a camera instead of infront of one...but iwas like.."oh wow that sounds great im happy for you" blah blah blah. discouragement is a bitch. it only takes one put down to push 10 compliments down.
anyway yeah.... i have to work tomorrow from 9-5 which is actually better than what i was going to work...i was scheduled to work 11-9 that would have sucked ass, but since im sooo persuasive i talked my manager in to giving me the morning shift and getting off at 5 pm. well speaking of work.....
today i went to work at 11am and i was a bit tired cuz i had just woke up..but at around 11:28 this lady comes in and shes like.." you look so unhappy...everytime i come here you just look soo unhappy..you know if your not gonna be happy maybe youshould get another job? you should find another job if you can tbe happy" in my head im like shut the fuck up!! by your shit and move on bitch!!! but i just looked at her and smirked and i was like "i hear that alot" then shes all " well see you need o do something about it then" so i say okay..and i appologize..she looks at me like she expected me to give her a hug or someshit like that...then i was just quiet and then she says "your not trying to be atleast halfway descent are you?" and im still looking at her - not saying anything..."not even alittle descent" she says (im still looking at her) then..... she goes and tells on me to the manager..well 1st she tells this guy who she thought was the manager then ..since we have those walkie talkies--i told the manager myself i said............. "theres this lady whos in here allt he time she says her problem is me and im indescent so she would like to talk to the manager." noone said anything to me about it the whole day then she came in again later on and i gave her the biggest smile and im like thank you mame have a great day..my manager laughed right there infront of her face and just kept walking. she said " thank you i appreciate it" and that was that.
anyway yeah.... i have to work tomorrow from 9-5 which is actually better than what i was going to work...i was scheduled to work 11-9 that would have sucked ass, but since im sooo persuasive i talked my manager in to giving me the morning shift and getting off at 5 pm. well speaking of work.....
today i went to work at 11am and i was a bit tired cuz i had just woke up..but at around 11:28 this lady comes in and shes like.." you look so unhappy...everytime i come here you just look soo unhappy..you know if your not gonna be happy maybe youshould get another job? you should find another job if you can tbe happy" in my head im like shut the fuck up!! by your shit and move on bitch!!! but i just looked at her and smirked and i was like "i hear that alot" then shes all " well see you need o do something about it then" so i say okay..and i appologize..she looks at me like she expected me to give her a hug or someshit like that...then i was just quiet and then she says "your not trying to be atleast halfway descent are you?" and im still looking at her - not saying anything..."not even alittle descent" she says (im still looking at her) then..... she goes and tells on me to the manager..well 1st she tells this guy who she thought was the manager then ..since we have those walkie talkies--i told the manager myself i said............. "theres this lady whos in here allt he time she says her problem is me and im indescent so she would like to talk to the manager." noone said anything to me about it the whole day then she came in again later on and i gave her the biggest smile and im like thank you mame have a great day..my manager laughed right there infront of her face and just kept walking. she said " thank you i appreciate it" and that was that.