lonely or somehting like it
today i feel like im un wanted by my lover and society. im desired by many, but it seems my lover has grown tired of his fix of me. just today someone flaged me down to flirt. but my boyfriend had other plans rather than sweet talk me. and i was job hunting today, wow did i feel like a jack ass.i dunno, im just affraid this will all come crashing down on me. my love life is just fucked up. i dont even know if he likes me anymore. he seems so tired of me. im affriad i wont get a job and then i wont be able to move out on my own, and will have to live with my aunt. im affriad im gonna lose what few real friends i have. i guess im just so scared of it all right now...