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last night i thought and there was a bad result
so i was drinking and we started singing and having fun, as usual at todds. but it ended up bad. all of a suden this day came to mind. when me and mike where frineds and we went out to his side of town and we went to the pool hall and then we went to toys r' us. thats what i was remembering more. him trying to explain this game with nerf balls, us playing with dumb vieo games, walking around and having fun being dumb. just stupid stuff. i remember when we first met and i drew a cell phone on his hand cus he felt left out not having one. i remember just hanging out and having fun, all the while i had a crush on him. god, i feels o damned pathetic and all i want to do is cry. i didnt just loose the one i loved, i lost one of the few precious things in my life, a great friend. i wish i could just have never met him and i wouldnt be in this horrible state of misery right now. and this is the lyrics that trigered it all...
Look for a rainbow in every storm
Fly like an angel, heaven sent to me
Goodbye my friend (I know you're gone, you said you're gone,
but I can still feel you here)
It's not the end (gotta keep it strong before the pain
turns into fear)
i wish i could turn back time right about now...
so i was drinking and we started singing and having fun, as usual at todds. but it ended up bad. all of a suden this day came to mind. when me and mike where frineds and we went out to his side of town and we went to the pool hall and then we went to toys r' us. thats what i was remembering more. him trying to explain this game with nerf balls, us playing with dumb vieo games, walking around and having fun being dumb. just stupid stuff. i remember when we first met and i drew a cell phone on his hand cus he felt left out not having one. i remember just hanging out and having fun, all the while i had a crush on him. god, i feels o damned pathetic and all i want to do is cry. i didnt just loose the one i loved, i lost one of the few precious things in my life, a great friend. i wish i could just have never met him and i wouldnt be in this horrible state of misery right now. and this is the lyrics that trigered it all...
Look for a rainbow in every storm
Fly like an angel, heaven sent to me
Goodbye my friend (I know you're gone, you said you're gone,
but I can still feel you here)
It's not the end (gotta keep it strong before the pain
turns into fear)
i wish i could turn back time right about now...