last days of april

[mekaxxxbuterfly]

same time tomorrow
when i wake up,
will the violins be playing?
when my heart finally opens
will you be there to embrace me?

because it's all so crazy now.
it's all so fucked up now.

it's not you, it's all me
as if me taking all the blame would
make you feel much better now.
but all lights burn out.

always thought that i
would find what i lack in you.