heres a dose of truth. i did lie. one- about the ben thing, i lied because i knew that a relationship with a friend would be better and with ben it wouldnt have had much to stand on. so i dumped him so i could be with you. i had feelings for you (not love) for quiet some time but because justin felt that way i didnt do anything.two i cheated on you once. at the very end of the relationship when you draged it on for a week. i may have a "reputation" but i can guaranty its from people who i had dated and wanted an excuse or is from someone who heard from someone who heard from someone, a lie. I'm sorry i did and regreted it .so, that is not "several times" three i was raped and if you want to consider that cheating, go right ahead. i had taken a few too many pills and blacked out, i woke up due to a pulling feeling coming from my pelvise and i awoke to a pain in my arse and covered in cum. where i then had a panic attack and almost passed out. four justin had nothing against me to say any of what he did. if i wasnt quiet ready to be full on friends it wasnt his place to say what he did. five i did love you. it is not your place, like i have said before, to say what i did or didnt feel. but because of that insodent on sunday im am quiet glad im over you. i look back and realize that i was not happy with you because you withheld, or so it felt, information. six i am greatly insecure about myself. i did say that and mean it. i dont apreaciate you calling it a pity fuck, especialy since you initated it as well after that.
well im glad i got the truth out.
also, that night i was passing out at carls when
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