4 months and still not any better

[mekaxxxbuterfly]

things have been getting so bad. the lies, the memories, the ambiguety. i cant beelive this day. the 4 month aniversary of the break up. i have never wanted to cry so much. i went to see steve, and got lost, after driving an hour, for 2 1/2 hours. then, steve ignored me and almost pretented i wasnt there. so then after spending an hour being

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[anarchyindustry]

reminds me of the time this creepie guy followed me back towards my dorm from a rest stop, freaked me the fuck out.

yeah boys with boys that cheat suck.

the end.

[anarchyindustry]

u drive a lot, u should drive come hang out with me, haha.

[mekaxxxbuterfly]

i would love to... you'd be more entertaining than a barell full of dead babies! lol

[anarchyindustry]

what about two barrels full of dead babies? and do u already have one?

[mekaxxxbuterfly]

my garage is full of dead babies!...wait..i odnt think i have a garage... how about a closet full? lol

Brittany

[queenofthisnite]

i love you joe.

i'll call you sunday.

<3

cheer up

[finalrequim]

Things will get better, they usually do, expecially things like this. My advise to you is to try your very best to just forget that guy and move on with your life, if you don't ur life is only going to be weighed down by unhappness. And im so so sorry to hear about that bathroom thing, that sounds very disturbing. Well i hope you feel better soon and if ur wondering who this is its Rayshawn :P Just send me a message whenever ur feeling better and i hope i made u feel just a tiny ity bity better.

whatever

[anonymous]

i know you, i don't know if you know me, but... I know the way you think of me, the way my name brings distain to your tounge, how my face is an image you wish to erase, to trample, bludgen. I did love you once, there was a time i longed to hold you, to care for you, to protect you. But now that time is gone it's disappeared in the wind. that love has died but still lingers, i wish to be your friend again but yuo've pushed me way to far. i no longer care what happends to you or what you think of me. i offered my hand in friendship and you slapped it in my face. we could have been friends Joe... i'm sorry that i lost a friend like you.

And another thing... I didn't steal him from you, you lost him when you cheated on him with people i dare not name. I was your friend but he came after me

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[mekaxxxbuterfly]

well, i ahve a feeling this is justin. and, no i never cheate don him. i was raped. yes, and i neevr would have cheated on him. and when did i slap away your hand? and when did you give a rats ass about me? thats right, never

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[anonymous]

yay, you figured out it was me, good job. yes i did care for you at one point, but i've decided to say fuck it. ryan, at mike's party, you can't rape the willing, etc. numerous times i tried to talk to you and i remember you saying "don't continue". so frankly, i could care less now because you're honestly not worth the time. mike says "hi".

love,
mike's boyfriend

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[mekaxxxbuterfly]

im at the point where i have come to a startaling realization. justin, you are a saddist. you love the fact that anyone or everyone around you is in pain. just me for example, you knew how i felt for you from the dday i realized nd from that point on you reveled in it. then with this whole situation, you have done nothing to prove you arent just flaunting it in my face. then for andrew, tellig him you hate him and then acting as if it never happened all so you can hear and feel his pain. you bath in the remorse of others. you love when people cry. justin, dont ever, and i mean ever, tell me you are something you are not. and one thing you are not is A CARING PERSON