Jul 06, 2004 22:46
i have pondered all day, just why. why am i here and what is the perpuse? is there one? i dont really want the answer, i just want to send with question out and hope the answer finds me when i need it most.
i talked to him today, and it was like nothing ever happened. i wish i could share with him all that i am going through and have him hold me. i dont want to be frineds, i want him all for myself. but as i know im smarter than that, i will have to comprimise.
"my hope dangles on a string, like slow spinning redemption"
"i hope your as happy as your pretending"