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[mekan]

im fucking tired
and hung over
and bitter
and i had to wake up at 6:30 am
and then
the garbage truck was going the wrong way on the loop
and i had to go around it
and i ran over something
that i prolly shouldnt have ran over
and it pisses me off

and i have a doctors appt at 11:30
so i wonder if its even worthwhile to go back to sleep
and
damn it
im in a bad mood
and its only 8:30am
i should be happy
and SLEEPING
damn it