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[mekan]

im catching something like
the christmas blues maybe

i dont know why
but it was like a sudden rush

and maybe
its because
i feel lonely

and someone
has not called me once
this whole break
and it sort of makes me sad

but at the same time
it needs to be done.
eff the bull shit

last night i saw meet the fockers
it was a pretty funny movie
lucas didnt like it one bit

then i came home
and drank
and smoked
and was up till wayyy tooo late
like 7am or so

and then boom
up at 11am

and i really miss sam.
and i miss adam
and jim
and jake
i <3 those boys

it will be nice to go back to school
and then
it wont be

i need to be strong.
and besides
why take shit
from a piece of shit
hah

i should have never let things go the way the have
i lost control
bah

thats what vacation is for hey
gettin away
to think about stupid shit ur doin

i love this vacation.
it has been an awsome time

and im real excited about today
because i plan on sleeping a lot
and doing nothing
and eating good ham

and opening presents tonight

i wish
that here was someone here
to give me a hug
i need one
a long
firm hug

Merry Christmas everybody
drive safe