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[mejustme42]

she sat by her fathers deathbed
and did not cry
she remembered her mothers insanity
and did not blink
she heard her brothers voice
and she did not betray the stinging in her ears

she bit the end of her tongue off
for something to chew
and the blood swelled like a tidal wave
to crush him
and she remembered what she knew
and she remembered all she did not know
and she never screamed
and I would hate to forgive you

and I would love to take that pretty goatee
and wrap it around your throat
until you begged me to kill you
just to stop the white lights
but there is no way out of this world
and no way out of this soft skin someone put me in
and I will never let you exist inside me again
but tomorrow i'll smile and die inside