Burn, DVD, burn~~~
Why does it need to take at least 3 hours to burn a decent DVD??! x_x
I feel sleepy... and sick... But I'm staying up and procrastinating like crazy notwithstanding the drowsiness, because I feel like I've been missing out on a lot. Of what? I don't even know for sure.
This is insane. I need to review for a freaking exam on Tuesday and finish my analysis/criticism of three research papers... x_x; I know that doesn't sound like much, but for someone who procrastinates as much as I do, it's going to be HELL.
Tuesday's exam will have questions somehow related to politics and current events, two things I do not have a clue about. First of all, I am allergic to politics. Secondly, I do not read the newspaper nor watch the evening news. I know apathy is almost as bad as ignorance (or perhaps even worse), but I just can't get myself to care.
As for the resarch papers, they're not so bad. One of them was even done by my ex-professor in UPLB. The thing with easy assignments is that I tend to procrastinate even more with them. Cramming can be a good thing sometimes, but not when you're doing discourse analysis, it's not. It's just something that has to be taken seriously and spent a little more extra time on.
I also have to conduct an interview with a teacher at my mom's school. I don't feel like doing it, but I've already arranged an appointment; it's gonna be on Monday.
Oh, shoot. I still have some more essays to read and critique. Plus that assignment on the structure of language... and a research/report on semantic phonology that I should have done ages ago.
Yet I am hoping to get all A's this semester.
Crap, I nearly forgot. We have a field trip next month that will cost me some cash. x_x;
I don't want history to repeat itself. If I start going manic-depressive again, I'm toast. Sometimes it really helps to be stoic. There are just some things that are so damn hard to ignore. x_x! I really want to have good grades, even though grades aren't really the measure of one's potentials and capabilities. But reality is that grades matter. If I want to get a decent job after graduation, I'm going to have to go a notch higher on my academic performance.
Therefore I must go to bed and get up early tomorrow so I could study. But... no. I'm not going to do that. I insist on sitting here and posting an entry on my LJ.
I do think it helps relieve the pressure a bit. At least for a while.
I promise myself I'll work on the freaking research papers on Tuesday. I'll read on those political scientists and philosophers on Monday night. Everything else will be done sometime tomorrow... hopefully.
I feel so deprived of something. I don't know what.
Ne~
xsangekix, what's up? '-'
My kid and I are missing you and Teukkie really bad here.
Eh. u_u;