Mar 07, 2005 20:57
He was just conveniently placed in my life.
i feel so empty. i'm not unhappy-or sad. just feel like i need something more. like i missed something great, and it's all my fault for being so stubborn.
the time in my life I shouldn't have been a bitch (not only has already past) but I missed it. haha
I lied and tried to make it look like it was your fault that I hurt you. I still care about you.
"It's easier for you. You don't have to trust him, you don't have to love him, He goes to school with you-you see him everyday- You get to keep tabs on him."
forgive me. I've already lost you, but I'm hoping I can find you.
Next time I will try to take the road not traveled.
you know who you are.
I'm going to open for the Pink Spiders Friday night at HUG w/chris E.