happy chinese new year's eve.

[meiy3n]

all in all my day has fantasically terrible. i failed my chem quiz which was worth half a test. i got a C on my math test which really pisses me off cuz i made so many stupid mistakes. had to handle my financial aid college crap my ass. and now i'm studying for tomorrow's chemistry midterm...and then there's the mysterious phone calls to australia that my dad was making during the break of dawn...my mom tells me it's cuz my gandma was having surgery...but they forgot to mention that my grandmother has cancer...it's funny cuz my family didn't even have the decency to tell me...i found out on an answering machine that accidentally recorded their convo...an answering machine...*sigh*

i don't know how i feel about this...i know that me and my grandma aren't super tight cuz she lives on the other side of the world...but i met her...she lived with me for a year...and we're family...my mom tells me it's ok because she's 90 and not young like when my aunt died...death is inevitable i tell myself...i should expect it.

please let the new year be a good one.