impossible dream.
my life took this sudden turn, and this leads me to think about a lot of things, the past, the present and the future.
i haven been happy for quite some times now, and at least i know i'm trying to.
After going through so much of a life experiences.
Being happy is important for everyone! If not we will feel old.
And talking about floorball.
One of my friend actually asked me what do i feel when the word floorball came across.
My answer is to play.
And i thought back, why i started playing it at first. It's just run away from things.
Once i get a hang of it i feel that i love this sport, and it is what i love doing. Playing almost everyday in school.
And so because
"doing what i love is not a recipe for an easier life, it is a recipe for an interesting life. Most likely you'll take on more responsibilities and more problems."
My life have never been so interesting before, though trainings is never easy for me (i actually miss all those days).
Participating in so many carnivals, from a team who got eliminated to a team that can won second for ladies open.
And from a team that got last few for division one league to a team that got fourth position in the league. It's wonderful isn't it.
Things starts to comes in, expectations starts to get higher, and responsibilites comes in when i took the team.
Problems starts to arise, things like not enough players for training.
And lastly, got myself injured and entering the so called cold room.
After getting myself in that situation makes me think about a lot of things which i could have done.
People says "You improve your quality of life by working on your thoughts, and your thoughts affect your feelings. "
it's kind of true, if you think about the happy stuff, good things happen.
and it's strange that time flies when you are happy.
Besides that a lot of things seems to be against me most of the time.
and i came across this in the book.
"When the odds are stacked against you, you develop a mental toughness just to survive. The strength you develop to survive beomces your secret weapon. "
Things is just so funny that, the more you don't like or try to avoid. The more it will come your way.
Time pass it's my 7month.
Throughout this journey it's not as smooth as it seem to be.
And i kept smiling at myself when i came across this phase.
"We always have choices. If you are not doing something, it's because you are putting your energy elsewhere. The question is not: "Why is this impossible?"The questions is: "What am i unwilling to do?"
But when you say: "I'll do this thing. I don't care how hard it id", life then starts to support you.
And so in order to achieve whatever i want, i have to start letting go of things and they will let me go. And i will feel lighter.
Just like how i let go of my tears everytime (no surprises says part of it).
And as always right after the big thing that i went through i have always been wanting to start running.
"You get motivated by doing things, not thinking about them Action gets you excited and action reveals opportunity. Take the plunge."
I agree to the statment because when i can start walking, i want to jog, when i can jog i want to run. when i can do ladder i want to do more things. And the moment i can do drills i want to get back and play. When it all comes opportunity comes in, now i'm playing my first league of the year when people played the earlier league. But i'm contented with it already. At least i still can play this year. :)
After so much happenings i decided to forgive myself and forgive the others too.
Because When we forgive ourselves, we stop criticising other people.
and the reason behind it is because working on yourself works, and trying to change other people doésn't.
And now i will have to have the A, B, C, D, E to continue the journey of life.
To start all these a person must have the courage.
"Courage is not the absence of fear - courage is acting in spite of fear. People who do nothing with their lives are just as scared as people who take major riskes. It's just tat the first group get scared over tiny things. Why not get scared over something significant? "
SO ACCEPT IT! :)
i haven been happy for quite some times now, and at least i know i'm trying to.
After going through so much of a life experiences.
Being happy is important for everyone! If not we will feel old.
And talking about floorball.
One of my friend actually asked me what do i feel when the word floorball came across.
My answer is to play.
And i thought back, why i started playing it at first. It's just run away from things.
Once i get a hang of it i feel that i love this sport, and it is what i love doing. Playing almost everyday in school.
And so because
"doing what i love is not a recipe for an easier life, it is a recipe for an interesting life. Most likely you'll take on more responsibilities and more problems."
My life have never been so interesting before, though trainings is never easy for me (i actually miss all those days).
Participating in so many carnivals, from a team who got eliminated to a team that can won second for ladies open.
And from a team that got last few for division one league to a team that got fourth position in the league. It's wonderful isn't it.
Things starts to comes in, expectations starts to get higher, and responsibilites comes in when i took the team.
Problems starts to arise, things like not enough players for training.
And lastly, got myself injured and entering the so called cold room.
After getting myself in that situation makes me think about a lot of things which i could have done.
People says "You improve your quality of life by working on your thoughts, and your thoughts affect your feelings. "
it's kind of true, if you think about the happy stuff, good things happen.
and it's strange that time flies when you are happy.
Besides that a lot of things seems to be against me most of the time.
and i came across this in the book.
"When the odds are stacked against you, you develop a mental toughness just to survive. The strength you develop to survive beomces your secret weapon. "
Things is just so funny that, the more you don't like or try to avoid. The more it will come your way.
Time pass it's my 7month.
Throughout this journey it's not as smooth as it seem to be.
And i kept smiling at myself when i came across this phase.
"We always have choices. If you are not doing something, it's because you are putting your energy elsewhere. The question is not: "Why is this impossible?"The questions is: "What am i unwilling to do?"
But when you say: "I'll do this thing. I don't care how hard it id", life then starts to support you.
And so in order to achieve whatever i want, i have to start letting go of things and they will let me go. And i will feel lighter.
Just like how i let go of my tears everytime (no surprises says part of it).
And as always right after the big thing that i went through i have always been wanting to start running.
"You get motivated by doing things, not thinking about them Action gets you excited and action reveals opportunity. Take the plunge."
I agree to the statment because when i can start walking, i want to jog, when i can jog i want to run. when i can do ladder i want to do more things. And the moment i can do drills i want to get back and play. When it all comes opportunity comes in, now i'm playing my first league of the year when people played the earlier league. But i'm contented with it already. At least i still can play this year. :)
After so much happenings i decided to forgive myself and forgive the others too.
Because When we forgive ourselves, we stop criticising other people.
and the reason behind it is because working on yourself works, and trying to change other people doésn't.
And now i will have to have the A, B, C, D, E to continue the journey of life.
To start all these a person must have the courage.
"Courage is not the absence of fear - courage is acting in spite of fear. People who do nothing with their lives are just as scared as people who take major riskes. It's just tat the first group get scared over tiny things. Why not get scared over something significant? "
SO ACCEPT IT! :)