You ARE beautiful, babe... You just don't recognize it. You tend to forget. Your eyes are wicked, your skin is whittish, your smile is nice. Your height and body/limb size is Ok. You have nice hair, and your skin is WAY better than it was before. Way. You don't have blemishes or anything ugly in your face or anywhere visible. Yeah, your shoulders are messed up a bit, but that's just a little place...
Being fat makes everyone feel awful. It goes hand in hand with self esteem. It does. It also goes with activity and fulfillment, which are issues that can plague a person.
I know you've tried real hard to loose the weight, but I don't think it's imposible. It takes a lot of guts. It means exercising continuosly and doing things you don't normally do -- being more active and stopping to do things you did before. You need a lot of will. To stop eating junk, and even buying it, to stop it being given to you. You need to reduce the eating to twice a day with a snack in between.
I know it's hard. I mean, don't share this with mom or anyone but Mm, but ... I developed a bit of a drinking problem. A serious thingy. I was getting drunk a LOT last semestre. I had to quit. I was also smoking. I started when I was in the AeB. I had to will myself a lot, cuz ... it sure felt good, to drink and be witty and wild and crazy and everything rock-n-roll. It sure seemed like I had a lot of buddies. It was grand! So, I had to every single stupid step in AA. Not buy, but take money with me, distance pals who drank. It was Hell. I lost a lot of friends, too. But, what can I say? Nowadays I drink way less. Like, at most 2 pints when I go out, and I go out less. So, it's better.... but, it took a lot of guts.
If you wanna lose weight, you need to change a lot about your life. I think you can DO it, babes. Make a list of what contributes to making u not get thin -- and then follow it. And if ANYONE stops u, tell them to stop. Nicely and firmly.
You are an amazing person, babe... don't forget that ever. Ok? Don't! You are amazing on the inside, and ... that's what counts. Te quiero mucho!
You just don't recognize it. You tend to forget. Your eyes are wicked, your skin is whittish, your smile is nice. Your height and body/limb size is Ok. You have nice hair, and your skin is WAY better than it was before. Way. You don't have blemishes or anything ugly in your face or anywhere visible. Yeah, your shoulders are messed up a bit, but that's just a little place...
Being fat makes everyone feel awful. It goes hand in hand with self esteem. It does. It also goes with activity and fulfillment, which are issues that can plague a person.
I know you've tried real hard to loose the weight, but I don't think it's imposible. It takes a lot of guts. It means exercising continuosly and doing things you don't normally do -- being more active and stopping to do things you did before. You need a lot of will. To stop eating junk, and even buying it, to stop it being given to you. You need to reduce the eating to twice a day with a snack in between.
I know it's hard. I mean, don't share this with mom or anyone but Mm, but ... I developed a bit of a drinking problem. A serious thingy. I was getting drunk a LOT last semestre. I had to quit. I was also smoking. I started when I was in the AeB. I had to will myself a lot, cuz ... it sure felt good, to drink and be witty and wild and crazy and everything rock-n-roll. It sure seemed like I had a lot of buddies. It was grand! So, I had to every single stupid step in AA. Not buy, but take money with me, distance pals who drank. It was Hell. I lost a lot of friends, too. But, what can I say? Nowadays I drink way less. Like, at most 2 pints when I go out, and I go out less. So, it's better.... but, it took a lot of guts.
If you wanna lose weight, you need to change a lot about your life. I think you can DO it, babes. Make a list of what contributes to making u not get thin -- and then follow it. And if ANYONE stops u, tell them to stop. Nicely and firmly.
You are an amazing person, babe... don't forget that ever. Ok? Don't! You are amazing on the inside, and ... that's what counts. Te quiero mucho!
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