Being a Kid
Sometimes, I feel like my time for being a kid is just slipping away from me. I want to be a little crazy just a little longer in my life. I don't stay up late anymore in favor of studying. I don't eat crazy food cause I know it'll be bad for my weight. I don't take crazy trips any where like I used to. I
try to get my friends to calm down and behave. I'm responsible and caring and turning into an adult. I don't want to be an adult until I have to be, but I feel like I can't be a kid anymore, like there is just too much pressure.
I can't be wild, passionately crazy because my boyfriend is an adult, with a job and resposibilities. We can't just lay around in bed, have sex, and eat Lo Mein all day (not that I ever wanted to do that I don't like Lo Mein, but I feel bereft at an opportunity lost). We can't just be wild and crazy because we are adults. I feel as though we have missed out on something fundamental.
On the other side of the spectrum though I guess there are good things in being an adult. I know Marc will always be able to take care of me, because he works hard and values our relationship. I'm not just some quick lay, we really could spend forever together. I know that all my hard work in school will be rewarded in a brilliant stable job in this our failing economy. I know not taking crazy money wasting trips will be better for my future.
I don't know, maybe I just want to feel a little crazy sexy. Maybe I just feel a little down lately. I should shake things up.
try to get my friends to calm down and behave. I'm responsible and caring and turning into an adult. I don't want to be an adult until I have to be, but I feel like I can't be a kid anymore, like there is just too much pressure.
I can't be wild, passionately crazy because my boyfriend is an adult, with a job and resposibilities. We can't just lay around in bed, have sex, and eat Lo Mein all day (not that I ever wanted to do that I don't like Lo Mein, but I feel bereft at an opportunity lost). We can't just be wild and crazy because we are adults. I feel as though we have missed out on something fundamental.
On the other side of the spectrum though I guess there are good things in being an adult. I know Marc will always be able to take care of me, because he works hard and values our relationship. I'm not just some quick lay, we really could spend forever together. I know that all my hard work in school will be rewarded in a brilliant stable job in this our failing economy. I know not taking crazy money wasting trips will be better for my future.
I don't know, maybe I just want to feel a little crazy sexy. Maybe I just feel a little down lately. I should shake things up.