show me your feet, grassy and green, show me your face, please let it beam

[meiskey]

i walked in towards case today to return my key, and i saw the little area where we sat that one night the first week when it rained really hard so we thought they wouldn't let us stay out for meat market. We sat huddled with rain coming down in sheets except for that one spot where we sat, chocolate cake getting passed around.

oh and i'll never forget the fruit or the bandaids or the safety pins of the tummy lies or the booths or the hugs or the kissing rugby or the guitars on the quad.

i wish i was lying on bacon's tummy.
i wish i was holding neal's hand.
i wish i was pressing max's nose.
i wish i was crying with mary.
i wish i was hugging noah.
i wish i was eating dinner with amy.
i wish i was putting on makeup with dot.
i wish i was kissing peter goodnight.
i wish i was dancing crazy with sukie.

dot and her parents are coming for dinner. i need her here so bad. i am beginning to think the past three weeks were a dream.

i want to tell who i love that i love them. i want to be back at bolton at the ice cream or listening to phish or

there is too much to say. maybe i'll try again when i am somewhat coherant.

i haven't slept since 7:00AM thursday morning. my hair has little braids. my shirt is on inside out. i am wearing erin's pants.