hello mai frandz
I had a really bad conscience when winter holidays started two weeks ago and I was being too goddamn lazy to get the reader for my history course in time before leaving for my parents' house for christmas. I could've read it during holidays and all that. O well. So I rushed to the copy shop this morning before lectures started and bought the damn thing, in hardcover even because I was feeling bad, for freaking 9 (!) euros. Next up, history class, prof's first words: "Yeah well I'm kinda really lazy so I'll make the reader not mandatory so I got less stuff to correct in your exams, k?"
Me: D':
I'm studying English as major and economics as minor atm. I'm really, really unsure about the minor as I got zero interest in economics. Nada. Niente. Not only is it boring as fuck (which leads to me being veeryyy unmotivated), but I don't even have any hope that it'll ever get better / more interesting to me. Just. No. Also, the image of doing ten different unpaid internships at random automobile concerns post-graduation - do not want.
Why did I choose economics to begin with, then? Because I was blinded by the idea of doing something which "makes sense", something which will get me better chances at the job market. Not because I particularly like it.
Right now I'm contemplating whether to change my minor subject, or to stop whining, grit my teeth and just fucking do it. Thing is, I hate giving up in the middle, especially when its a result of not really liking something~. I'd feel like a failure. ;_; Then again, economics REALLY DOES BORE ME terribly and the more lectures I attend the less I ever want to work in that field.
However, with English studies as a major, I don't really have that many "good" alternatives. There's stuff like history, philosophy or art science, or even French or German, all of which are kinda nice and all that - but what would I do with them afterwards? They all seem so... ah, I know the future will always be different from what you imagine it to be, so there's really no point in saying "ahh, better not do this, I might have trouble finding a job later~", but THEN AGAIN I'd feel bad if I chose something seemingly fruitless. Economics at least seems less fruitless, even if I loathe it. Does this even makes any sense? Oh well.
I think I took the wrong turn when I moved to Kassel. >_> But that's in the past. Gotta face the futureeeeee fuck I hate being an adult and making adult decisions.
tl;dr I am a kid confused by everything.
Anyway. I spent the weekend watching japanese Birth by Sleep livestreams and while the game seems rather awesome, holy shit KH's "plot". Is nothing but a major clusterfuck. What's wrong with doing a Disney/Squeenix collaboration by having a spiky-haired shotaboy visiting random Disney worlds in search of his love interest with some homo subtext thrown in, basically KH1? That was awesome. What went wrong, Nomura?
still want a patch though.
Me: D':
I'm studying English as major and economics as minor atm. I'm really, really unsure about the minor as I got zero interest in economics. Nada. Niente. Not only is it boring as fuck (which leads to me being veeryyy unmotivated), but I don't even have any hope that it'll ever get better / more interesting to me. Just. No. Also, the image of doing ten different unpaid internships at random automobile concerns post-graduation - do not want.
Why did I choose economics to begin with, then? Because I was blinded by the idea of doing something which "makes sense", something which will get me better chances at the job market. Not because I particularly like it.
Right now I'm contemplating whether to change my minor subject, or to stop whining, grit my teeth and just fucking do it. Thing is, I hate giving up in the middle, especially when its a result of not really liking something~. I'd feel like a failure. ;_; Then again, economics REALLY DOES BORE ME terribly and the more lectures I attend the less I ever want to work in that field.
However, with English studies as a major, I don't really have that many "good" alternatives. There's stuff like history, philosophy or art science, or even French or German, all of which are kinda nice and all that - but what would I do with them afterwards? They all seem so... ah, I know the future will always be different from what you imagine it to be, so there's really no point in saying "ahh, better not do this, I might have trouble finding a job later~", but THEN AGAIN I'd feel bad if I chose something seemingly fruitless. Economics at least seems less fruitless, even if I loathe it. Does this even makes any sense? Oh well.
I think I took the wrong turn when I moved to Kassel. >_> But that's in the past. Gotta face the futureeeeee fuck I hate being an adult and making adult decisions.
tl;dr I am a kid confused by everything.
Anyway. I spent the weekend watching japanese Birth by Sleep livestreams and while the game seems rather awesome, holy shit KH's "plot". Is nothing but a major clusterfuck. What's wrong with doing a Disney/Squeenix collaboration by having a spiky-haired shotaboy visiting random Disney worlds in search of his love interest with some homo subtext thrown in, basically KH1? That was awesome. What went wrong, Nomura?
still want a patch though.