I'M NOT DEAD. NOT YET.
I just got wound up in some family dramu and didn't really feel like spending much time on LJ the past weeks orz. I'm sorry. :/
So yeah, that neck problem of my Grandfather I talked about
here? ... It turned out to be lung cancer. Everyone in my family already seemed to know except for me, because they tend to keeps things from me which are too "hard to cope" (or so they say). I'M AN ADULT, OKAY. But they chose to tell me on Christmas Eve because I asked why everyone was so fucking depressed. Needless to say, this was probably the most gloomy Christmas I ever had. :| Poor grandpa.
And then I had a looooong talk with my Mum about idk anymore, I remember her being pissed that I decided to go to university this year instead of searching a job. Apparently because when she was my age, she's already been working for five years, so she expects me to do the same or something. I could care less.
... So yeah, that sucked. B-but I hope at least my flist had a lovely holiday and a nice start in 2009. ;A; ♥
ALSO
hikayu hikayu hikayu = new layout. Damn I totally missed the chance to ramble about P4 while everyone was doing it, now it feels like slowpoke.jpg ;__;