Weird
I feel so weird tonight, a mix of being lonely and nostalgic. I miss my friends in NJ, and I miss my online friends, and I miss my ability to make friends. Ok, maybe I haven't lost that, but it's weird, I love meeting new interesting people, but I don't know how, and I don't know what to say. I never feel I have anything that interesting to say, or if I do, only to a point, and then I feel at a loss. Why would people be interesting in talking to someone who doesn't have anything interesting to say. I think all this moving to a new state and living along stuff is catching up. I was on myspace today on my wacky profile, and had a message from some random guy from NJ who was into anime, and maybe I shouldn't have but I wrote a note back to say hi, and it was really neat. And now I'm all like, wonder when he might write back. Ugh. And if he does, I really don't know what to say anyway, especially since he probably thinks I'm a ditzy, anime, neko-girl freak, who likes pink and cutesy stuff, and can't spell and all kinds of other stuff. And we all know I hate pink and can (usually) spell. Heh, but still, I don't know, I just feel weird. I miss seeing my friends, and having parties, and chatting online to random interesting people, and all the stuff I used to do. Stupid, eh? Oh well. That's me, as usual.