10 Day You Challenege: 10 Secrets
1. I have an addictive personality. Strangely enough, though, I never became addicted to cigarettes, pot, or alcohol. Instead, I became addicted to Sonic the Hedgehog, Harry Potter, Good Charlotte, Green Day, Runescape, and World of Warcraft, all of which I got over and now have a healthy relationship with (except for Runescape and WoW... I kind of quit both). Now Panic! At The Disco (including all previously and currently associated with them), fanfiction, and music in general are my vices.
2. My "if I met Brendon/Patrick" fantasy (besides the obvious sex one) is to have them listen to me sing and help me become better so that I can be famous.
3. Just after I turned 18, I was involved with an older man who helped me realize how much I love being a sub, how much I love impact play, and how much I love being kinky in general. I feel this experience has made me judge potential romantic partners differently.
4. I can't call it full-blown anorexia, but I've struggled with an eating disorder for years.
5. I want to be in a monogamous relationship with someone for the rest of my life, but I don't want to get married.
6. I've attempted suicide.
7. There are times I look in the mirror and wonder how anyone could think I'm anything but ugly. The rest of the time I spend staring at myself, wondering who wouldn't want a piece of my ass.
8. I used to cut my wrists and hide them under sweatbands, armwarmers, and hoodies.
9. When I'm attracted to someone, I don't just stare at them; I watch them, like a hawk. I tear their clothes off with my eyes and rape them with my mind. When they're not around, I think about them when I jerk off, imagining them doing all the dirty things I want them to do to me.
10. I quit cigarettes, but I do drink and smoke pot, and I like it. Get over it.