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So Cindy Hates her job. It's true. I have to know, what makes me unlikeable?? I would LOVE to know. Some of my co-works just..hate me. They like refuse to talk to me or give me 'two word' anwsers when we work together. And I KNOW this isn't their personality because I HEAR them talk with other people just fine. :sigh: I know what you are thinking, don't let this bother you. Treat them this same way! But this one girl is one of my team leader's!!! It's just totally unprofessional and I cannot treat her the same way back. I just...have to deal. It's just horrible. I always want to cry when I'm there and I always want to cry when I get home.
So what do I do? Should I look for a new job like this girl wants me to do? Or should I just...stick it out? The idea of another 7 months here to make my year is just unbearable. I can't deal with this. But on the other hand, to give this job up would be CRAZY. I make good money AND this is what I want to do. I mean, the work is fine. I do make some smalls mistakes here and there, but over all I think I'm ok. I mean, I am great with the guests and do my work without any complaining. My front desk manager says I doing great. But I just...in this environment I don't see how I could possibly grow. I mean, could you get promoted in a place where everyone hates you? No. It's about likeablity. We all know this.
Do I stick it out??? Probably, yes. I will. Because ...I feel like I should. This isn't a job to throw away even if I feel like I enter high school everytime I punch in. If you didnt' know me then? Well, guess what? I was NOT treated good at good old lincoln way east. I wasn't pretty or tiny or anything and I was quiet. Everyone hated me. Or at least, it felt like it. It was horrible. A time I like to not remember because as soon as I got in college things were SO much better. I had a rough patch the first part of my freshmen year but after that I totally got into the swings of things. Made some amazing friends and could actually...be myself. I had GREAT friends in high school too, don't get me wrong! but ..you get what I mean!
I just..I don't know what to do. I will stick it out.
So what do I do? Should I look for a new job like this girl wants me to do? Or should I just...stick it out? The idea of another 7 months here to make my year is just unbearable. I can't deal with this. But on the other hand, to give this job up would be CRAZY. I make good money AND this is what I want to do. I mean, the work is fine. I do make some smalls mistakes here and there, but over all I think I'm ok. I mean, I am great with the guests and do my work without any complaining. My front desk manager says I doing great. But I just...in this environment I don't see how I could possibly grow. I mean, could you get promoted in a place where everyone hates you? No. It's about likeablity. We all know this.
Do I stick it out??? Probably, yes. I will. Because ...I feel like I should. This isn't a job to throw away even if I feel like I enter high school everytime I punch in. If you didnt' know me then? Well, guess what? I was NOT treated good at good old lincoln way east. I wasn't pretty or tiny or anything and I was quiet. Everyone hated me. Or at least, it felt like it. It was horrible. A time I like to not remember because as soon as I got in college things were SO much better. I had a rough patch the first part of my freshmen year but after that I totally got into the swings of things. Made some amazing friends and could actually...be myself. I had GREAT friends in high school too, don't get me wrong! but ..you get what I mean!
I just..I don't know what to do. I will stick it out.