happy(?) new year.
'let's hope that the next year will be better than last year and somehow we'll all get by,
maybe the time will come when we won't need to pretend to be happy for just a while'
it's 2024! ahhh time flies so fast. my last blog entry here was during my birthday, and since then i've been lazy to post things (even in my socials...) just like scrolling past things the timeline and 'like' everything that i find funny or cute or insightful.
last year, 2023, i think i only got out of house for 3-4 times? i don't really remember but i haven't been to other places, and only stayed inside the house all the time. i prefer it tho, i don't really enjoy going out. a little bit of going to the malls or seeing few scenaries is okay, but i don't want to stay out of the house everytime. so i'm really happy working from home since we re-located 5 years ago.
we have only been busy with work starting last October, and took a break only few days before Christmas. I'm really grateful with my boss, he's easy to talk to and don't really pressure me about working. he even said to take a break from time to time because we can only work so much. he doesn't want me to get burned out with loads of work. i really like my working condition better this time than when i was working in my previous job where you have to be in the office. i prefer to work alone.
hmmm what else..
oh we spent new year's eve again with just me, nanay, tatay, tita & luffy, our dog, just like the previous years.
sometimes, i miss the times when we're complete spending the new year, together with my brothers. but all of my brothers already have a family of their own. they're spending christmas & new year with their own family & families of their wives. before we used to video call if they can't be physically present to celebrate with us, but we also stopped doing it now.
but we spent tatay's birthday a day before his actual birthday. so we were complete and took pictures and even had a short karaoke session where we sing medley of songs from beatles, beegees, air suppy, eraserheads.... my family is really my biggest musical influence (except for me liking kpop lol) they're the reason why i know & appreciate a variety of music.
last year i just got too lazy, and placid(?) i think... i used to send greetings to each & every contact i know during christmas and new year, but i also stopped doing that and just send one to our family gc & few people i usually talk to. also respond to those who sent messages first. i don't understand what i'm feeling, but just being nonchalant to everything.....
because sometimes if i overthink too much and feel too much, i got too stressed and just irritable... maybe this is definitely signs of aging........ lol
something that can make me extremely happy or excited right now is..... just bts hahaha
hmmm what else..... okay i can't think of anything more right now..
i'll be back if i remember something to write about
maybe the time will come when we won't need to pretend to be happy for just a while'
it's 2024! ahhh time flies so fast. my last blog entry here was during my birthday, and since then i've been lazy to post things (even in my socials...) just like scrolling past things the timeline and 'like' everything that i find funny or cute or insightful.
last year, 2023, i think i only got out of house for 3-4 times? i don't really remember but i haven't been to other places, and only stayed inside the house all the time. i prefer it tho, i don't really enjoy going out. a little bit of going to the malls or seeing few scenaries is okay, but i don't want to stay out of the house everytime. so i'm really happy working from home since we re-located 5 years ago.
we have only been busy with work starting last October, and took a break only few days before Christmas. I'm really grateful with my boss, he's easy to talk to and don't really pressure me about working. he even said to take a break from time to time because we can only work so much. he doesn't want me to get burned out with loads of work. i really like my working condition better this time than when i was working in my previous job where you have to be in the office. i prefer to work alone.
hmmm what else..
oh we spent new year's eve again with just me, nanay, tatay, tita & luffy, our dog, just like the previous years.
sometimes, i miss the times when we're complete spending the new year, together with my brothers. but all of my brothers already have a family of their own. they're spending christmas & new year with their own family & families of their wives. before we used to video call if they can't be physically present to celebrate with us, but we also stopped doing it now.
but we spent tatay's birthday a day before his actual birthday. so we were complete and took pictures and even had a short karaoke session where we sing medley of songs from beatles, beegees, air suppy, eraserheads.... my family is really my biggest musical influence (except for me liking kpop lol) they're the reason why i know & appreciate a variety of music.
last year i just got too lazy, and placid(?) i think... i used to send greetings to each & every contact i know during christmas and new year, but i also stopped doing that and just send one to our family gc & few people i usually talk to. also respond to those who sent messages first. i don't understand what i'm feeling, but just being nonchalant to everything.....
because sometimes if i overthink too much and feel too much, i got too stressed and just irritable... maybe this is definitely signs of aging........ lol
something that can make me extremely happy or excited right now is..... just bts hahaha
hmmm what else..... okay i can't think of anything more right now..
i'll be back if i remember something to write about