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So I'm in an odd mood... not a bad mood at all - I'm just a mix of sappy and introspective I guess.
I realized that you know we all sit around and we're like "Why me?" And its always negative things... Why did I end up with small boobs (not me obviously... haha)? Why am I so short or tall or fat or skinny? Why am I not as rich as so and so? Why me?
But you know we never sit and thinnk about all the positive things that "we" were lucky to posess.
Why do I have a family that can financially afoord ot send me to UT? Why am I going to be able to get this surgery that I want? Why was I given the opportunity to start my own company? Why was I NOT stuck with my dad's ugly british nose? Why have I been blessed with meeting some AMAZING people who actually LIKE me?!? haha...
But yeah you know... I dont know where all that came from. I was actually peeing and waa thinking about it - the bathrooms a really introspective place.
I need to stop looking for what I want in my life and realize what all I have. Its fine to look for new things in your life, but dont let your desires lead your life. Hell I want a Mr. Perfect to waltz on in to my door, but its okay if it doesnt happen.
I had a fun visit to Dobie last night - caught up with Ryan and hungout with Nancy and Brett for a while... I miss Dobie, but I'm sure Ryan wouldn't have wanted to deal with me and my crazy antics again.
I realized that you know we all sit around and we're like "Why me?" And its always negative things... Why did I end up with small boobs (not me obviously... haha)? Why am I so short or tall or fat or skinny? Why am I not as rich as so and so? Why me?
But you know we never sit and thinnk about all the positive things that "we" were lucky to posess.
Why do I have a family that can financially afoord ot send me to UT? Why am I going to be able to get this surgery that I want? Why was I given the opportunity to start my own company? Why was I NOT stuck with my dad's ugly british nose? Why have I been blessed with meeting some AMAZING people who actually LIKE me?!? haha...
But yeah you know... I dont know where all that came from. I was actually peeing and waa thinking about it - the bathrooms a really introspective place.
I need to stop looking for what I want in my life and realize what all I have. Its fine to look for new things in your life, but dont let your desires lead your life. Hell I want a Mr. Perfect to waltz on in to my door, but its okay if it doesnt happen.
I had a fun visit to Dobie last night - caught up with Ryan and hungout with Nancy and Brett for a while... I miss Dobie, but I'm sure Ryan wouldn't have wanted to deal with me and my crazy antics again.