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right then. i have about 3 mins of library time left. so i will say this short and simply. i am the most confused little spaniard ever. i have a lot on my mind and no one who will understand it if i share it with them. not to mention, anyone i would share it with does not want to hear it. so, with that. i will give one clue to some of the madness and sadness that lies within me. i need to apologize to .. well, everyone.. i've behaved very badly, but possibly worse is that i meant quite nearly every word. almost. but not quite. i need to be understood, and i hope that i can be. i dont know who to trust and i don't know how to do what i need to do. that is all.