flippingness of the personality.... i think i'm insane
dude, i read in a psychology book once that if you dream that ur asleep, it's a sign of insanity, and i swear, last night i had the trippiest dreams ever, including one of me dreaming that i was sleeping... so, yeah,.... odd.. but i'm not insane. right?
my gosh... i've been in sucha pissy mood... bad maria, i feel better now though... dunno why, 'cause i seriously need to come up with some wicked awesome plans for new year's otherwise mine's gonna suck bad... so, yeah, i've gots to see what i can come up with, 'cause i'm such a slacker that i'm gonna end up having to go to the church dance... which is horribly pathetic...
anyways, i'm so sad!!! i wanna go to JACON!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! ughahahahahahahahahahah!!!!!!!!! T . T depressing... it's not like it'd be entirely impossible, as far as i remember, it's in may, and i have a lot of friends in orlando and oviedo that i could stay with, but the plane ticket and then signing up for it and such,... i dunno, if i had a real job, maybe.. though, i DO have a job, so, it's a start.....
anyways, now i'm kinda ranting and i want to go play sim city, since i haven't played it in forever, which means i'm about to ignore everyone trying to talk to me online, but that's ok, i'm cool... anyways, yeah...
my christmas was ok, i got a somewhat cheap mp3 player, but whatever, it works, i got a cd player, which i needed, but again, it was cheap, and my parents spent a total of 5 minutes picking out the stuff and buying it 5secs b4 christmas, but yeah, what are you going to do, my dad said that since i basically got so screwed on christmas, i'm gonna get a lot of stuff after christmas, which if you as me, is pathetic and defeats the whole purpose in the first place, but anyways, i'm done.... in fact, i'm crispy, so laters