...... insanely immature.....
ok, travis, i'm sorry for the whole knowledge bowl thing. i didn't run out because i saw you, i ran out because (if you must know) i had to pee, and my friends were walking out to the bathrooms. anyways, i DID freak out when i saw you but not because of you, not really, i mean, i had totally forgotten that you were in knowledge bowl and i was REALLY surprised to see you there, but i freaked when i looked back at your table to see if it was really you and you had your head down on the table and your friends were looking around. you said all your friends hated my guts and pretty much wanted to beat the living snot out of me or something to that extent... and um, no offense, but i'd like to stay in good health, and it seemed like you didn't really want to talk to me and it was getting pretty awkward, so i was .... i don't know what i was.. except for highly immature. yeah, i know. i spazzed, i was a complete *witch (*B) and i should have appologized, i felt like such a little kid after you came up and talked to me because i hadn't meant to act the way i did. i don't think i was avoiding you as much as i was avoiding your friends.... and as for that stupid girl on my team that told you guys to shut up, i don't even know who she is but she's ... yeah, i'm sure you know what i mean..... she annoyed me... anyway, i DO want to be your friend, it's just sort of hard when we don't hang out, talk (like, hear each other's voices) or see each other at all, and by at all i mean like, never. and it was awkward, and no one was glaring at you, the girl that was making the hand motions on the other camas team was telling me that i should just move... but, yeah, seriously, no one was glaring at you... i didn't think it was going to be that awkward, but your friends kept going "nope, this isn't awkward, at ALL!! " in a clearly sarcastic way.... so, yeah, i'll admit it, i fled to the bathroom and to get a drink of water trying to inhale immaturity with every bloody breath i took. obviously didn't work. so, i'm sorry for being such a brat, among other things....
hope you don't completely hate me now.... or, well, you know what i mean .....