..... sad......
yesterday and today were both very cool and very sad.... very cool because my sister's operation went ok as far as we know for now... it's only been a day... and i met the foreign exchang students for our school, but very sucky and depressing becuase there's been no word about my grandpa from my grandma and it seems like that's very bad news because my mom's called my grandma a ton of times today and there's been no response... which i guess means the worst probably hasn't happened.... .it's also sucky because it was the saddest thing ever....
today, when my dad finally came home with my sister from the hospital she came in the door crying her poor little eyes out... u . u it was so sad, her back hurt her so much that it pains her to move, she's been on my mom and dad's bed ever since she came home and she hasn't gotten up to go to the bathroom or eat or anything, and she's been lying down the whole time.... i was reading her harry potter... and i got her some ice cream, which she still had to lie down to eat... she can't sit up, then she told my mom that she had to go use the restroom, and i could tell she had to go pretty badly, but her back hurt her so much that she couldn't even swing her legs over the side of the bed to get up, so she didn't....... then there's the medicine.... x . x ohhhh gosh... .it was sad too... she was like, nooo, i don't want the medicine it's bad, it's bad, i wan't daddy!! it wasn't in a whinny sort of way though, and she was wailing, that stuff must be horrible, and she has to take a lot of it too.... i wish i could take her place, it sucks, she can't move.... she won't be able to do anything physical for a while, like a month of no pe... sucks when ur little....
though, my parents were talking about how incredibly lucky we were they said there's only about like, 5 doctors in the entire country who do this kind of operation (i think they were exagerating, but i honestly don't know) and that we got like the best and they were really happy about that..... like i mentioned before, my family hasn't had any reason to trust doctors recently.... i dunno, i just hope she gets better soon.... spinal surgery... nerves and all that lovely stuff... x . x so many things could happen especially now, complicatoins, oh gosh.... u . u better keep praying and fasting..... yes..... it will all be ok.... *sigh* let's hope. i dunno... life is throwing me some weird stuff... i hope i'm doing ok....