May 24, 2005 20:45
there are 13 official school days left. which gives me that much time and a good chunk of summer to decide my future.
i'm excited to continue on my own little journey, but i don't want to lose touch with the people i love. i know enough about myself to know that even the people i barely know i am going to miss.
i'm terribly scared of losing touch with the friendships that i might take for granted. people that, although i may not yet fully realize, are such a huge source of joy and positive energy. as cynical as i seem, i will miss plently of people.
life is moving without a care in the world as to all my problems and obstacles. so my only choice is to change myself, and maybe people, places, and things around me will follow suit. i want to leave this place with positive memories.
ashley dearest, our plans seem bigger than the ourselves. i have faith though that we'll make them work. there's no turning back.
no regrets? that's the easy way out.
i know there are -and will be- many things that i regret doing. what i take away from those things is what is important.
this feels like a will, but here i go.
i love you guys.
-becca