this is my heart x no longer mine it is yours xx
I had a supremely godawful soul-wrenching terrible day, from waking up crying into my pillow thanks to a gutting stress-induced dream to nearly crying in the middle of my second class. I'm pretty sure I hit the lowest point emotionally I've been in months and I do not like this place. I am-- better now (less of a mess anyway), after talking with my life heroes (you know who you are) and dinner with friends. I am alive, in any case, and I don't want dump my baggage on you guys, but I think this is a day where I need some cuddles. :(
"One little compliment can make you feel amazing. So give me a compliment, anything in the entire world, even that my shoelaces are pretty. Put this in your journal. And once you get some comments, put that entry in a memory or tag and when you are feeling down, just go to that entry and this will remind you how great you are. Comments are going to be screened so none of you will know if I'm über-popular and get over 100 comments on this or a total loser who doesn't get any."
I feel really horribly selfish about this but every little thing helps. Only if you want to, of course. ♥
And I am leaving for DC tomorrow to stay with my little sister swingingstars and see intomorning. I am excited and anticipating a fabulous drunken time with lots of T-Hard-esque camwhoring (I will find a palm to take a picture with, dammit, or I will photoshop one in after). I won't bringing my computer so I guess another mini-hiatus will go into effect, but hopefully this will be the little vacation R&R my soul needs.
"One little compliment can make you feel amazing. So give me a compliment, anything in the entire world, even that my shoelaces are pretty. Put this in your journal. And once you get some comments, put that entry in a memory or tag and when you are feeling down, just go to that entry and this will remind you how great you are. Comments are going to be screened so none of you will know if I'm über-popular and get over 100 comments on this or a total loser who doesn't get any."
I feel really horribly selfish about this but every little thing helps. Only if you want to, of course. ♥
And I am leaving for DC tomorrow to stay with my little sister swingingstars and see intomorning. I am excited and anticipating a fabulous drunken time with lots of T-Hard-esque camwhoring (I will find a palm to take a picture with, dammit, or I will photoshop one in after). I won't bringing my computer so I guess another mini-hiatus will go into effect, but hopefully this will be the little vacation R&R my soul needs.