life: 1000 me: -3
Today, I had a three hour long fight with my boyfriend on gchat, in which we realized I don't love him but I could. And he says he loves me, but it's only been four months, and we've been apart for two. I don't know if he means it, because I feel pressured, but he feels hurt, and this is either going to end terribly or...well. Not.
Then I got phished with a Bank of American scam.
And now I can't call them to tell them to close my account because my phone card is out of minutes, so I have to try to figure out collect calls to the U.S. on Skype - on another intern's computer probably.
I have a migraine.
Fuck my life.
I'm taking a break from fandom, you guys, because I've been too blocked to write lately anyway. I'm not feeling the Donghae POV sidestory, the epic Haefic, the Qmi arc, the Kihaesica club sex, or more Haesica. I'm not feeling up to fangirling anything new or shiny. I think I need to bang my head aganist a wall for a bit (or stick my head in a freezer as I told my roommate I was going to do, because that is how emotionally healthy people deal with their lives) and scream in frustration.
I don't usually stoop to whoring for love outside of posting a meme and leaving it up. But today...today I would really appreciate it if you left something nice or that would make me smile on my previous post.
Thanks.
Then I got phished with a Bank of American scam.
And now I can't call them to tell them to close my account because my phone card is out of minutes, so I have to try to figure out collect calls to the U.S. on Skype - on another intern's computer probably.
I have a migraine.
Fuck my life.
I'm taking a break from fandom, you guys, because I've been too blocked to write lately anyway. I'm not feeling the Donghae POV sidestory, the epic Haefic, the Qmi arc, the Kihaesica club sex, or more Haesica. I'm not feeling up to fangirling anything new or shiny. I think I need to bang my head aganist a wall for a bit (or stick my head in a freezer as I told my roommate I was going to do, because that is how emotionally healthy people deal with their lives) and scream in frustration.
I don't usually stoop to whoring for love outside of posting a meme and leaving it up. But today...today I would really appreciate it if you left something nice or that would make me smile on my previous post.
Thanks.