Conceptions - 3

[meicailya]

Title: Conceptions of the Self - Home - Mei's Fanfic Master List
FIC Summary: [2007, AU] Sore throats, nightmares, and the differences between organics and Cybertronians - something is terribly wrong with Sam. To live is to evolve, and shape alone is not enough; think of it as a mutual learning experience. (Bot!Sam, PTSD, Mech/mech)
1, 2, 2.b, 3,

Comments

[mattie_scary]

would luv to see megatron try to handle something like ipod and cell phone ipod robots, lol. do u know there is a new series of knight rider coming on nbc, this fall? the car is i think a ford mustang.

[meicailya]

IK, RITE? Considering that nearly everyone on the planet has at least a cell phone and probably an ipod (or some comparebly small and malevolent device), the Decepticons probably would have just signed their own death warrant.

SWEET. No, I didn't know, I don't watch Knight Rider 8D I didn't know it existed until I hit up the BeexSam community |D
I should probably think about breaking my 'no TV' rule to see if its anything I wanna watch 8D

[rainlightautumn]

Oh, man, the beginning of this chapter just kind of punched me in the gut. So poignant. And I totally love the description of what Sam and his family used to do. It made me smile. :D

Sam's dad totally cracked my shit up. *still grinning like a loon*

AND NO DEPTH PERCEPTION. DEVELOPMENT. AGHHHAUTOBOT!SAM. If you can't tell, I'm excited about that. XD

[meicailya]

~<3 Glad you liked! If I wasn't so busy giving Sam PTSD and fracturing his psyche where no one can see, I might have explored his new perception of the night sky as something to be afraid of. (Alas! I have already royally messed him up and know better than to do it in spades)

XD Glad you liked Ron. This was sort of my nod to 'Midas Touch', in which AllSpark!Sam animated the convertible, and Ron totally took to it like a daughter.

XDXDDDD ~ I know, I'd be ready to kill this fic if I were reading it instead of writing. It's like, "WHERE'S MY AUTOBOT!SAM, WH0R?! >:(" Unfortunately, since I'm writing it ... yeah, Autobot!Sam comes in later chapters. Taking a few months to transition seems a little fast to me, but WE ARE GETTING THERE, I SWEAR! I'll try to throw more bones, like the Depth Perception thing.
Sam's denial abilities are actually due to an X-Gene. BUT HE WILL NEVER KNOW, BECAUSE IT'S JUST THAT POWERFUL!

(I just woke up, in case none of this made sense 8D )

[rainlightautumn]

If I wasn't so busy giving Sam PTSD and fracturing his psyche where no one can see, I might have explored his new perception of the night sky as something to be afraid of.

no lie, that made me LOL.

i love the bones thrown at me in fics. it makes me feel like i'm figuring it all out along with sam, you know what i mean?

now i've got this weird image of sam's bones being thrown about buy the 'bots. it's kind of blowing my mind.

did any of that make any sense? hm.

(note to self, never try to communicate while on meds that make you really loopy)

[meicailya]

LAWL, I guess I can see where that's funny, especially if you're loopy 8D

Bones are nice, I like bones, too! MILKBONES
WTF LOL. Well, I guess if Sam didn't need them anymore, and the bots thought that real bones were necessary for dominoes (I think dominoes are called 'bones'), then this could take place. :B

It made plenty of sense, even before I knew you was loopy on teh meds. :BBB I don't know what that says about you and medicine or me and deal with loopy people -- but! Ah, well.

[easterofflesh]

I really can't wait for your next installment. 8D I want to see the Autobots' reaction and more Bumblebee interaction.

[meicailya]

It should be coming fairly soon! Chapter Four is a very Sam-Bumblebee chapter. 8D
Unfortunately, Chapter Four is also the chapter in which we REALLY start worrying about his mental health, sooo ...

As for Autobots in general ... Hmm. They don't really come in until Sam finds out that something actually IS wrong with him, but I do have a 'Ratchet Intermission' that fits between chapters four and five. It's short, but it's something.

WHEN I FIRST SAW THAT ICON, I LOL'D SO HARD I CRIED! Mostly because I imagined Ev0l_Genius!Draco saying it. 8D