Where Do the Damned Go that Die in Hell
Life Sucks, but that's just the way it is.
I only wish I had realized it when I was but a kid.
To see past the fun filled summers of my youth.
To prepare myself for the cruel winter of life's truth.
But what would I have done if I had seen it then.
Would I have faced the future with a gun beneath my chin.
Could I have been strong enough to step forward into the night.
Or would I have gone insane and been locked away from sight.
So much pain and misery was hidden from me as a child.
So much easier to ignore the fake words and grins for a while.
Too many facades I now see through to the shadows that hide behind.
And all the hate surrounding me makes me wonder should I return it in kind.
I feel like the story of Heaven is just a myth and hell is real.
That my soul no longer must the devil cheat and steal.
Instead I find myself feeling alone, confused, and ignored.
That my friends and family are demonic jailors since the day I was born.
I long for that simple release from this life.
To close my eyes and give up this fight.
But no matter how my life I try to permanently quell.
I must first answer where the damned go that died in hell.
I only wish I had realized it when I was but a kid.
To see past the fun filled summers of my youth.
To prepare myself for the cruel winter of life's truth.
But what would I have done if I had seen it then.
Would I have faced the future with a gun beneath my chin.
Could I have been strong enough to step forward into the night.
Or would I have gone insane and been locked away from sight.
So much pain and misery was hidden from me as a child.
So much easier to ignore the fake words and grins for a while.
Too many facades I now see through to the shadows that hide behind.
And all the hate surrounding me makes me wonder should I return it in kind.
I feel like the story of Heaven is just a myth and hell is real.
That my soul no longer must the devil cheat and steal.
Instead I find myself feeling alone, confused, and ignored.
That my friends and family are demonic jailors since the day I was born.
I long for that simple release from this life.
To close my eyes and give up this fight.
But no matter how my life I try to permanently quell.
I must first answer where the damned go that died in hell.