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The livejournal...so many memories...This is the first post in about a year and a half. So I'll keep it short...Let's see where to start...I was thinking today while half asleep in the shower, what ever happened to a few people that I know?. I won't say any names but they know who they are...I think...except one that I really want to talk about. And that person is my good old buddy from apartment 26, Matt. Matt was one of those people who had everything going for him. A good, easy, well paying job, and a hot ass girlfriend; good girl, too. But, as I found out a few days ago from another one of my old friends, Matt was having problems with something in his life, but noone knows what that problem was. But apparently it was enough for Matt to hang himself from the second floor balcony of his house. He was one of the people I thought would never even consider suicide. So far, I'm 0 for 2. They were two people that I sort of lost touch over the years. It wasn't just a gradual thing, either. It just seemed that one day we stopped talking and never returned phone calls. And that's what I'm afraid of. Recently I've lost touch with a few different people that I've known for quite awhile and I'm afraid. I'm afraid that I'm never going to get a chance to see , or even talk to them for that matter, ever again. And these aren't just friends, they are people that I've told things to that I couldn't even tell my closest friends about. Or at least I didn't want to tell them about, I guess. It really amazes me how people will end friendships so quickly. Even friendships that lasted years. But when I really think about it as I'm typing, it isn't me that is stopping the communication...it's them. I call, but don't get a call back, but when anyone else calls, it's top priority...made me really think...Am I really that hard to get along with?...can't be, otherwise those friendships never would have lasted so long...night everyone.
The most important relationship I've lost is with my dad...that's the one I could never figure out...night everyone...
The most important relationship I've lost is with my dad...that's the one I could never figure out...night everyone...