Ranting on my own~
Good God.... As you may or may not have noticed (though I hope you all have x] ) I haven't been updating for a while. I JUST went on my hols! One more year of high school and then I'm out of here(as in my home, not LJ xD)!
But anyway, this was just me wanting to say, hello, yes I am alive :) And no, writing is not going very well. I feel like I've just... lost everything. I don't even know how to explain it, or what the hell is going on. It just feels like my "talent"(I don't really think I have one to begin with XD ) has left and everything that comes out is so pointless and boring. Guh ;_; It's awful, because I love writing, and if there's anything I miss in my life it's staying up 'til 3am with a cup of tea and just writing writing writing and loving it, knowing where the fic is heading and feeling happy and creative and loving every word. GIVE IT BACK!!!! T__T
Right now I am writing on chapter 12 of Eternal, chapter 11 is not fully done yet, I need to fix some things in it and then I can send it to my beta. Hoepfully my creativity and muse will return with the sun and my sunbleached hair but uh.... As of now it's looking grey and dull, I'm afraid..