This.... is getting ridicilous. For the first time since this dispute started I seriously, truly feel like leaving this fandom. Before this I looked down on the "fans" who left as soon as it got a bit tough, or when it just got no fun anymore when dbsk stopped recording songs and shows. I still look down on these girls (and boys), for this is not the reason I want to leave this part of my life in my past. It's because of the fans. Because of Cassiopeia- the fandom that was supposed to be so strong and united. Others, dare I say this, feared cassies because we were a force that was pretty much undefeatable.
With this 3:2 most girls started picking sides, mostly (maybe even always) decided on which side their bias was at. We all know that JYJ instantly got the biggest chunk of the fandom, being that those three often are the most loved ones in dbsk. I stuck to them both as hard as I could, and I still try even though I am pissed at JYJ by their insensitive comments, and now tweets. They make comments that makes fans feel like Homin has betrayed JYJ and I.HATE.THIS. These three guys need to keep their mouths shut and realise just how much impact their words has on these sensitive (and sorry, stupid) girls. No man betrayed any other man, this is all in the fans' eyes to me. What I hate the most is that if the roles were reversed, and Homin were the ones to leave dbsk to pursue something "bigger", fans would call them traitors, backstabbers and chop them into pieces because they dared to betray precious JYJ.
I know I sound like a total HoMin bias, and right now I am. Honestly, JYJ's album "The beginning"... Not so good. They have not caught the eyes of a single new fan, all they have still is Cassiopeia whilst HoMin actually delivers. They don't live on their looks and "cute charms", they gave us honestly amazing songs and MV's, so why should I turn my back on them and go to JYJ because my number one is there? I love these boys, all five of them, but these fans... It seems like they have forgotten that there are 5 equally amazing men that we're all supposed to support. I do not choose HoMin because of dbsk, I choose them because of the music they produce NOW, what they provide us with NOW, and because these biased JYJ fans makes me want to kick some ass and search for any kind of logic in these biased, stupid minds. When did dbsk ever turn into "I love this side, but not this, and I support this side because they're so cute and the other ones never express their feelings so they must be fine."
HoMin are suffering just as much as JYJ, if not more. JYJ chose this, they chose to leave dbsk whilst HoMin chose to take responsibility for the contracts that they signed, and I admire them so much for this. They do not point fingers, these men do not play the blame game and they do not open their mouths and say how fucking disappointed they are with JYJ in a tweet. And if they did, I could never EVER see either of HoMin getting out of their seats to dodge the question about it. Learn how to take responsibility for your actions. Learn from HoMin, thank you very much.
I think it's sad, that's all... The power in Cassiopeia is just as strong as before, but the difference is that we're now directing this toward each other instead of protecting what we believe, trust and love so hard.
S.T.U.P.I.D.
Childish.
Bye bye.