white keyboards get dirty
who knew this would be a crystal of clarity and way of understanding others, and who could foresee that i'd tumble.
the computer i'm sitting in front of has one speaker cover missing someone stole it. why? dunno. my car got raped. title and registration are still there, but all my CDs were taking. i miss the accessibility of music. i especially miss my mixed CDs... that history, gone.
but mostly i hate that it's yet another thing.
i've been here a month and i have a renewed bacterial infection, weekly I.S meetings that make me cry (cry with understanding right?), I've caused a student on campus to no longer make eye-contact with me (no fooling, he won't address me, even in a small room with only him and I in it), my stitches opened, my computer busted for two weeks and was fixed for a minor $100 fee, and then some people seemed to have changed, changed too much. and my car got violated.
maybe it's me. when i speak i feel like i'm annoying people. i'll stop, i can manage silence. it's a beautiful sacrifice, absorbing silence to understand sound.
beautiful
beautiful
beautiful
well if i can't speak i mind as well listen to some new music. anybody got anything?
if i can't speak mind as well listen to
the computer i'm sitting in front of has one speaker cover missing someone stole it. why? dunno. my car got raped. title and registration are still there, but all my CDs were taking. i miss the accessibility of music. i especially miss my mixed CDs... that history, gone.
but mostly i hate that it's yet another thing.
i've been here a month and i have a renewed bacterial infection, weekly I.S meetings that make me cry (cry with understanding right?), I've caused a student on campus to no longer make eye-contact with me (no fooling, he won't address me, even in a small room with only him and I in it), my stitches opened, my computer busted for two weeks and was fixed for a minor $100 fee, and then some people seemed to have changed, changed too much. and my car got violated.
maybe it's me. when i speak i feel like i'm annoying people. i'll stop, i can manage silence. it's a beautiful sacrifice, absorbing silence to understand sound.
beautiful
beautiful
beautiful
well if i can't speak i mind as well listen to some new music. anybody got anything?
if i can't speak mind as well listen to